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I don’t have a good reason as to why I failed my diet this time.  Oh wait a minute, I think it’s called laziness!!

So, I ordered ‘The Biggest Loser’ dvd workout, one of those anti-burst balls (yep, the ones that are to hold like up to 1,000 lbs), a couple resistance bands, and going out to the garage where I tossed my scale and hand weights.  The one thing I dread the most is actually putting both feet on that dang scale!

Crossing fingers on my willpower!!

I haven’t posted in awhile.  I haven’t completed a food journal in awhile.  I haven’t done any extra exercise outside of what people have to do like get up out of bed and walk around in the grocery store.  I have been 100% undisciplined!

Since I work at home, it is so easy to ignore what I need to do to lose this weight.  When things don’t go right in my personal life, I make the worst decisions on my health.  WHY!  When will I ever learn that this weight will not just magically disappear with no effort??  SOMEONE SLAP ME!

So, here I go again…  How many times have I said this?  How many times have I been in this same place?   Here it is, Christmas time….  I should be down 30 pound by now…

Time to pick my butt up and get busy.  So, tomorrow is another day.  No more wasting time.

Anyway,  I was just needing to vent on here…

Enough said…

I did it again!  Started a new ‘diet’ and have already blown it!  I was doing so well exercising, eating right, and staying positive.  I don’t know how it happened, but here I am!  I am starting all over again.  I went  to the park yesterday and walked 2 miles…   but those stupid brownies my daughter made last night…..ACK!

I will not eat brownies

I will not eat brownies

I will not eat brownies

I didn’t walk today or do any kind of exercise to speak of.  It is amazing how it really gets me blue

Tomorrow is another day and I will be sure to walk as soon as I can! :)  I will just walk an extra 30 minutes and feel twice as better!

Just weighed in and already have lost 2 pounds! YIPPPPEEEE!

Much better day today than usual.  Even though I cooked very fattening meals for the fam today, I resisted it all!  This doesn’t happen too often   I walked 3 miles and even got the hubby to walk about 10 minutes with me at the park!  WOW!

I sure hope tomorrow goes just as smooth.  I am hyped!

I woke up this morning from a nightmare!  I had one of those dreams where I was in an “outlet” type warehouse and there were clothes everywhere!  I kept trying things on and nothing would go over my hips or shoulders!  I mean NOTHING!  What a terrible dream!!!!

I gotta lose this flab!   

I finished my food journal for the day.  I do not plan on eating anything else and only drinking water.  It shows I have only consumed aprox 1200 calories, but the graph shows almost half carbs.  I haven’t “exercised” outside of running errands and basic housework.  Why do I feel guilty?  I think it was the chocolate cake!  Yeah, I had just a bite this morning, but I had an entire slice tonight celebrating my step son’s birthday…  I think I will go jump on the trampoline in my bedroom to feel better.

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